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(Pointless rant)
I get really withdrawn in a creepy, eerie way. Like that episode of Ren and Stimpy where Stimpy climbs into his own belly button. I notice a lot of beauty in minutia and spend a lot of time staring at the intimate folds and tiny cillia on my beetles' antennae, and the way they react to my finger once they realize what it is. I think about a lot of pointless existential crap, and other pointless stuff like organelles and whether nuclei make decisions.

It's kind of nice, in a way. My imagination gets really intense and I'm able to focus a lot more on being creative without getting distracted by day to day things, and the amount of territory I have to cover doesn't really spread beyond what's right in front of me.
But there are a lot of downsides. When I'm interrupted from my thoughts and forced to socialize or deal with anything that requires any kind of empathy or co-operation I get really irritable. I'm comfortable with Heta, and pretty comfortable with Nina, but anyone else coming into my vicinity is violently unwanted.  Being in  crowded grocery store is horrible, being in the elevator with a stranger is horrible, having someone over at my house that I don't consider part of my tiny world when I can't just run into a room and lock the door is horrible.

People are horrible, I sort of dispise them for a lot of things that are just assumptions or non-avoidable things. I just look at them as lumps of flesh that go through life eating each other and spreading disease and pain and it's easier for me to forget that they are much more worthy and beautiful than that. :/ It's shameful, but it's true. This is the kind of person I am without medication.

It gets hard to overlook the disgusting parts of people that makes me want to smash them like bugs before I even bother getting to know them. The more time I spend doing ANYTHING other than quietly drawing or cuddled up to my beautiful wife, the more irritable and rubbed-raw I feel.

It helps that, while I have been on medication, it made me more social and I was able to collect quite a few followers on DA who I honestly feel to be good people. I often find myself reverting to nicer thoughts about people when I remember the way I have been treated here, and reminds me that the love and acceptance (Regardless of my flaws and pitfalls) I have been shown isn't something to be squandered.

For some reason, without my medication to regulate my sleep and emotions, I forget this, and then kick myself for it. It shouldn't be something that should ever be overlooked, and I'm no picnic either. :P
  • Mood: Astonished
  • Drinking: Coffee
Asses of the world by Deskleaves
Asses of the world
A cute background I made for myself with my booty brushes. You can find the brushes in my gallery, in the brush folder.

This background is free, you can use it and share it anywhere with no need to credit. Download for biggest size. Enjoy!
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Booty Brushes by Deskleaves
Booty Brushes
These cheeky little brushes are linearts with transparent shading. They are made in CS2. You can color them easily with the 'behind' setting. ;D I used the tile brush to make myself that CUTE little background for my desktop! I'll post it too, seperately.

Brushes included:

Booty Background (tile)
Big booty
Tan booty
Round booty
Cat booty
Baby booty
Crap
Fart
Kiss

You:
Can use my brushes anywhere you want
Can share my brushes anywhere, if you credit me as the maker
Don't have to credit me in pictures you use them in
Don't have to pay me a dime
Look extra cute today

I: Like big butts and I cannot lie.
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When I was a wee larva just learning to draw, nothing infuriated me more than trying to get both of the eyes the same. xD It was a damn nightmare.
Nothing I tried worked. This went on for like, 4 years. The rage I later experienced when trying to draw hands and feet was NOTHING compared to this first tribulation. It makes me laugh.
  • Mood: Humor
  • Drinking: Coffee
We move to the new apartment tomorrow. Heta and Nina will finally be in control of their own lives, with no weapons or threats of homelessness and destitution being held over their heads in exchange for parental control that expired almost ten years ago.

I thought I would be more ready for this, but I'm just looking at the move, totally exhausted. .__.;
  • Mood: Worried
  • Drinking: Coffee
(Pointless rant)
I get really withdrawn in a creepy, eerie way. Like that episode of Ren and Stimpy where Stimpy climbs into his own belly button. I notice a lot of beauty in minutia and spend a lot of time staring at the intimate folds and tiny cillia on my beetles' antennae, and the way they react to my finger once they realize what it is. I think about a lot of pointless existential crap, and other pointless stuff like organelles and whether nuclei make decisions.

It's kind of nice, in a way. My imagination gets really intense and I'm able to focus a lot more on being creative without getting distracted by day to day things, and the amount of territory I have to cover doesn't really spread beyond what's right in front of me.
But there are a lot of downsides. When I'm interrupted from my thoughts and forced to socialize or deal with anything that requires any kind of empathy or co-operation I get really irritable. I'm comfortable with Heta, and pretty comfortable with Nina, but anyone else coming into my vicinity is violently unwanted.  Being in  crowded grocery store is horrible, being in the elevator with a stranger is horrible, having someone over at my house that I don't consider part of my tiny world when I can't just run into a room and lock the door is horrible.

People are horrible, I sort of dispise them for a lot of things that are just assumptions or non-avoidable things. I just look at them as lumps of flesh that go through life eating each other and spreading disease and pain and it's easier for me to forget that they are much more worthy and beautiful than that. :/ It's shameful, but it's true. This is the kind of person I am without medication.

It gets hard to overlook the disgusting parts of people that makes me want to smash them like bugs before I even bother getting to know them. The more time I spend doing ANYTHING other than quietly drawing or cuddled up to my beautiful wife, the more irritable and rubbed-raw I feel.

It helps that, while I have been on medication, it made me more social and I was able to collect quite a few followers on DA who I honestly feel to be good people. I often find myself reverting to nicer thoughts about people when I remember the way I have been treated here, and reminds me that the love and acceptance (Regardless of my flaws and pitfalls) I have been shown isn't something to be squandered.

For some reason, without my medication to regulate my sleep and emotions, I forget this, and then kick myself for it. It shouldn't be something that should ever be overlooked, and I'm no picnic either. :P
  • Mood: Astonished
  • Drinking: Coffee

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Deskleaves
Gribby Bullock
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
United States
I grew up in Alaska, spent most of my young adulthood and teenage years wild and free in the streets and woods of California, and ultimately settled down in Finland. I have college background in multimedia arts and technology from the SOMA art institute.

I'm learning Finnish by 1stClassStampsYou Can Talk To Me Stamp by HazelAlmonds Heart Rats Stamp by Viergacht PC Gamer by aphaits Love Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Stamp - Every Great Artist by KamuySinenRespect for Spiders Stamp. by VampsStock Gender Nuetral LB by Kia-Bird Lil Badge - Zodiac .:Cancer:. by Kohaku0827Slytherin-Badge by Dinoclaws LB - United States by Nironan12 Open Mind Lil Badge by NuciComs LB - Photoshop by Nironan12LB - Adobe Flash by Nironan12 Yaoi+shonen-ai support stamp by luperus
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Requests, commissions - closed open by Angi-Shy

Click here for my commission prices: deskleaves.deviantart.com/gall…

REQUESTS: Requests are free. Here are some bullet points to save you from being disappointed.
-If it's been a few weeks and you haven't heard back about your request, feel free to ask me. I don't mind, and sometimes I might have forgotten.

-I might not do your request at all. This is probably because I am too busy or not interested in the subject at the time. Feel free to ask again later, but please remember that requests are gifts from me to you, and not an obligation.

-If you don't provide enough specifications for your request, I WILL take artistic liberties. Unless I've made a grave mistake, such as wrong gender or wrong hair color, I probably won't change anything on the final picture. Requests are GIFTS, and you should treat them as a birthday present from a friend with minimum criticism.

-If you were expecting full color and got a lineart, I'm sorry. I don't mean to halfass things, it's just sometimes I have limited time, but I still want to give you something special to remember me by. >u<

-One request a month per person, please! Save some of my free time for the others, they're waiting patiently too, and it's very hard to get decent art for free. ;A;

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PainfulWhispers Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
put stuff in your wishlist so I can beg my mum to buy it for you >:C
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Deskleaves Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
x0x

What kind of wishlist?
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PainfulWhispers Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Like it says 'Deskleaves In 5 days 'give' Then there's a list of things to choose from, one of which is 'wishlist' AND YOU GOT NOTHING THErE BAB
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Deskleaves Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
x0 OH NOES

Well, I would love it if you drew me some art. 8V!
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PainfulWhispers Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
DESK I DIDN'T KNOW YOU POKEMON'D I POKEMON TOO AAAA
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Deskleaves Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
Yeah I love pokemon, but unfortunately play it via PC instead of DS.

I would love to have it on DS too though D: I just can't afford it now. My wife also pokemons, even harder than I do.
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PainfulWhispers Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey hey hey Desk, I just found it. HAH
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Deskleaves Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
Awww yissssssssss

Do you have animal crossing?
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PainfulWhispers Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'd be playing it right now if I didn't loSE MY DS, ANd my DS is a really old pink one XD
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RandomHyenaLOL Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I just noticed that I never watched you before, I am so sorry about that
please forgive me 0~0
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